Murphy's Law.

Life.

I want so bad to imagine a world where everything is fine and no pain comes in this world. I have come to the realization that nothing is never going to go according to plan. When life throws those rocks at me, I need to be the strong amazing person I know I am inside, and throw my hands in the air and say Fuck it, because shit could be a lot worse. I feel as though I’m losing myself slowly to this twisted world. But I REFUSE to let that happen. No longer, will I try to fix everyone else’s life and not worry about my own. Hearing that I am clingy to the people in my life, was something I needed to hear in real honesty, because they were right, and I’m done doing it. My life is what should matter to me, as long as I’m happy with myself and who I am, then who the Fuck cares. I am done letting myself be stepped on. They say love is what keeps us going, I believe that. But, I believe it means we must love ourselves to keep us going. I want to feel myself again! I’ve lost that somehow, but I’m getting it back. Look out world, you may not like this new me. But ya know, I really don’t fucking care I long I love me (:

Oh yeah.

I feel wayyyyy better. I love toys (; night world